Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Busy Her!!!
I didn't talk to her for a long long time! But last Friday I talked to her and she was super busy! She is continuing her study for 5 months already... and she went to join youth trainings too... one is about Peace and one is about Human Rights!!! Oh yeah... I found out more about her she is a Catholic Christian. The program about Peace had many religions especially all Christians and other religions! Many participant from Asia Pacific! She said she enjoyed being there... (i don't think she is happy though how can i tell huh? I am not her!) And she said she got a lot of ideas and knowledge from that program! She told me about the exposures, about homeless, the unity, sharing and caring and mostly about working together as youth group! And she told me that it would be very good if our people are like that! And the another one, about Human Rights, she enjoyed that one too and she found out there are a lot and a lot of capable people in our people... but there was one thing that is lack of! And she can't find the answer to make it right as well... And moreover, i felt something from her that she is depressed about that and she would not even want to continue doing what she believes in! But she said this too... "there are a lot things that can be done! And I am not the only one who feels like that! So just doing what I believe in and do my best!" (the feeling i got from her might be wrong!!! about depressed ok? nothing else ;) ) Well... that's the latest update from her. Talking with her made me think a lot and remind of myself what to do and how to do! Yeah nice talking with her!!!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Dilemma
imm....
just another thought...
she said tht she is in dilemma...
its funny the way she is in her relationship.
like others said... too much thinking...
but listening to her... the facts that she said made sense too...
before moving on to the next step... we need to think carefully and make sure everyone is happy about that...
yeah... dilemma...
she said she wanted to be in the deep relationship and she also said she didn't want coz of the consequences, things she has to fullfill, debt she has to repay, responsible she has to take care of... a lot and a lot... listening to her, she drags me to that dilemma too...
i suggests her tht just enjoy her life day by day...
i have my dilemma as well...
well... yeah... thts the true nature of the archer...
just another thought...
she said tht she is in dilemma...
its funny the way she is in her relationship.
like others said... too much thinking...
but listening to her... the facts that she said made sense too...
before moving on to the next step... we need to think carefully and make sure everyone is happy about that...
yeah... dilemma...
she said she wanted to be in the deep relationship and she also said she didn't want coz of the consequences, things she has to fullfill, debt she has to repay, responsible she has to take care of... a lot and a lot... listening to her, she drags me to that dilemma too...
i suggests her tht just enjoy her life day by day...
i have my dilemma as well...
well... yeah... thts the true nature of the archer...
Thursday, April 3, 2008
new way her!
Looking at her every time, it's very rare to see her in girly clothes. But there were times she could be seen in girly clothes. I noticed that she didn't wear skirts at all. All I have seen her was with jean pants and T-shirts and shirts. When I first saw her, I thought she was a "he". Having a short hair and always wearing a cap with jeans and shirts and one more thing is having a backpack! Looking her from the back no one would know that she is a girl. But now, she got a long hair, the hair length is a little bit over her shoulder. Now, I don't think others will take her as a boy anymore! Well, she has long hair and I saw her wearing skirt and blouse… She looks nice and her friends said so but I still can't figure why she doesn't like to wear girl clothes at all. Whenever, I asked her about not wearing girly clothes, she told me that she can't breathe well while she was in the girly clothes. Weird huh?
When I saw her with jeans and shirt, I could tell that she was full of confidence. She is herself no awkwardness at all… But when I saw her with girly clothes, she is not herself and I could find her confidence at all and more I felt the awkwardness… It's only sometimes coz she only wears girly clothes once in a blue moon. Oh right, I teased her that if she found her love she will definitely change. And she told me that its impossible coz even her mother persuaded to change her style and she didn't change it… She is changing a bit now so I better think of ways to tease her when I meet her… cool… :D
06/10/07
When I saw her with jeans and shirt, I could tell that she was full of confidence. She is herself no awkwardness at all… But when I saw her with girly clothes, she is not herself and I could find her confidence at all and more I felt the awkwardness… It's only sometimes coz she only wears girly clothes once in a blue moon. Oh right, I teased her that if she found her love she will definitely change. And she told me that its impossible coz even her mother persuaded to change her style and she didn't change it… She is changing a bit now so I better think of ways to tease her when I meet her… cool… :D
06/10/07
Another milestone
This is her another milestone!!! I was looking at her and she looked so content and happy(of course in the photos :D )... I remembered she told me about the day that their whole group took photo... She told me that..... at that day, she was a bit late and she yelled at her friends those who were the same faculty... She managed herself later... She told me that may be that's is called excitement. Coz I asked her whether she was excited or not! She couldn't answer to me... But when she told me everything about that day, I took that situation as an excitement..... According to what she said, on that day, she made a lot of scene... Like she did some crazy things and she said some crazy words... and crazy moves too...
01/24/07
01/24/07
Have u done this?
I used to do this while I was sitting at the tea shop. Well, actually it was the time when I helped to look after the shop for the relatives. It was very very cool to look at the movements of people, all kinds of people, walking or sitting or moving around or expressing their minds. By looking at their every movement, they found very interesting for me and very very cute and funny actions. Some are very very cute as some are very funny actions. But still, they were very cute in their own way. That's one of my strange habit. I told to my friends about this and they told me that I am the only one who is doing like that. But I believe that some will do like this if you are really interested in exact someone and you will find a very strong attraction from it. :D Now I feel a bit wierdness of me. :P :)) Just kidding. I am serious about what I wrote above par. Anyway, I am sure there is someone who will agree with me... ;)
11/29/06
11/29/06
Jealousy!!!
I found out more about her... Whenever I asked her something about jealousy, I couldn't sense jealousy from her. But now, I found out she has jealousy too... But her jealousy is different from others. Coz the jealousy that she has is not concerning with love or emotions... Strange.. huh? Sometimes, I noticed about her that whenever I talked with others about things with others, if it is not in the range that she can hear is ok! But when I talked with others about things and it is in the range that she can hear and if I didn't pay attention to her, I can see some disappointment on her face. And there are times we let our friends know what we are going to do and if I didn't let her know about that she felt disappointment too... It is not about the attention... Anyway, her jealousy is totally different from other people...
11/17/06
11/17/06
What is in my mind at the moment!
I didn't heard from my friends for quite a long time. Last time, I spoke with her she said she got exams! I have been reading Myanmar Blogs for quite some times. They are very talented all the ladies and gentlemen. I found the links from my friends. It feels very nice to be able to read in burmese font. I m also trying to learn how to do it.
Ok, I remember now what I want to write about. We discuss this topic for quite a long time ago. But kept forgetting to post it. It is about the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend. She was saying that before they were trying get together, they need to know each other first. She meant more time is needed to know each other. Nowadays, they are very eager to be a couple as soon as they have feelings for each other in a very short time! She also told me that the couples didn't seem to think carefully for the after effects. I told her that today is the technology world, so it is fast! You know she has lots of lots of complains! I want to write it down but I forgot it all already, I just remember those few points only!
Now, I am thinking about my home town. The time that I remember most is the time before I came to Yangon. I was with my friends paying a visit to the monastary for the Thadingyut. Our school used to have a procession from the school to the monastary. That day was very cloudy and windy! But we didn't feel that during the procession! After getting to the monastary, we began to feel the wind and the cold! We were very very happy at the time! I remembered taking photo with all the classmates! That monastary is one of the famous of our town and the view is very very attractive! It is situated on the mountain so you can see the view to the base of the mountain! But that day was cloudy so we couldn't see a thing and we can see only fog!!! And made us colder and colder. I think I can feel the numb coz of the cold. :D (I was looking at the picture that we took group photo on that day! Some girls look like they r freezing!!!) I wish I can go back during the time!!! I wanna see hot air balloons!!!
10/08/06
Ok, I remember now what I want to write about. We discuss this topic for quite a long time ago. But kept forgetting to post it. It is about the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend. She was saying that before they were trying get together, they need to know each other first. She meant more time is needed to know each other. Nowadays, they are very eager to be a couple as soon as they have feelings for each other in a very short time! She also told me that the couples didn't seem to think carefully for the after effects. I told her that today is the technology world, so it is fast! You know she has lots of lots of complains! I want to write it down but I forgot it all already, I just remember those few points only!
Now, I am thinking about my home town. The time that I remember most is the time before I came to Yangon. I was with my friends paying a visit to the monastary for the Thadingyut. Our school used to have a procession from the school to the monastary. That day was very cloudy and windy! But we didn't feel that during the procession! After getting to the monastary, we began to feel the wind and the cold! We were very very happy at the time! I remembered taking photo with all the classmates! That monastary is one of the famous of our town and the view is very very attractive! It is situated on the mountain so you can see the view to the base of the mountain! But that day was cloudy so we couldn't see a thing and we can see only fog!!! And made us colder and colder. I think I can feel the numb coz of the cold. :D (I was looking at the picture that we took group photo on that day! Some girls look like they r freezing!!!) I wish I can go back during the time!!! I wanna see hot air balloons!!!
10/08/06
Sensitive?
How do you tell you are sensitive? What is being sensitive?
I was watching many people... (:D I am not stalking. Really I am not!!!) They were very good friends. Coz whenever I met them they were always together and having dinner and laughing when they talked to each other! They were very happy coz they always wore a very cheering smiles. One day, their face were not smiling and they looked very sad. U know sometimes, when U are used to see them wearing the smiling face for quite a period, it made U happy too... So, when u see them sad, it is affected to U too... I knew something was happening to them... (I hope it is not called sensitive!) After that I never see them together anymore!!!
The next one..... Another group... they are quite young I think they are teenagers... they are like quite trendy... a group of girls... They can talk the whole day without taking a break... (may be I am over exaggerating!! Coz whenever I saw them although they took the food to eat, it took them quite a period to finish it. Coz they talked a lot.) I don't know what they are talking!!! I noticed them for quite a long time... They used to be together always! And again, I saw the sad faces again... but this time the gathering is still there but the faces were not wearing the smiles!!! Some of them wore the smiles but not the very cheering smiles...
:D May be it is the changing process!!! :P
07/05/06
I was watching many people... (:D I am not stalking. Really I am not!!!) They were very good friends. Coz whenever I met them they were always together and having dinner and laughing when they talked to each other! They were very happy coz they always wore a very cheering smiles. One day, their face were not smiling and they looked very sad. U know sometimes, when U are used to see them wearing the smiling face for quite a period, it made U happy too... So, when u see them sad, it is affected to U too... I knew something was happening to them... (I hope it is not called sensitive!) After that I never see them together anymore!!!
The next one..... Another group... they are quite young I think they are teenagers... they are like quite trendy... a group of girls... They can talk the whole day without taking a break... (may be I am over exaggerating!! Coz whenever I saw them although they took the food to eat, it took them quite a period to finish it. Coz they talked a lot.) I don't know what they are talking!!! I noticed them for quite a long time... They used to be together always! And again, I saw the sad faces again... but this time the gathering is still there but the faces were not wearing the smiles!!! Some of them wore the smiles but not the very cheering smiles...
:D May be it is the changing process!!! :P
07/05/06
Dreaming...
I didn't talk much to her for quite a period of time... And many have changed!!! I happened to talk with her again... I tried to catch up with her but not enough effort... or may be I have low IQ? Anyway, I tried my best to catch up with her... I forgot everything now. Ok forget that!!!
There is a friend who used to dream every night when she sleeps... What I know is if you dream it means you sleep very deeply... But my friend said she didnt get any sound sleep... Funny thing is her dreams were like action movies... But sometimes, she told me that her dreams were repeated... I have never been like that before... Dreams are the memories of people and sometimes for the future... May be some of her dreams will come to live in the future... Hope those were the good things to happen!!! Hey there, if the best were happened, don't forget me k?
07/01/06
There is a friend who used to dream every night when she sleeps... What I know is if you dream it means you sleep very deeply... But my friend said she didnt get any sound sleep... Funny thing is her dreams were like action movies... But sometimes, she told me that her dreams were repeated... I have never been like that before... Dreams are the memories of people and sometimes for the future... May be some of her dreams will come to live in the future... Hope those were the good things to happen!!! Hey there, if the best were happened, don't forget me k?
07/01/06
Feelings.....
I really don't get that why people have to have feelings..... I have been watching my friend quite a time... I can't define the feeling she has... Coz what I saw on her face is always smiling... But I knew she has some feeling... I think everyone is like that... I mean most of the people are always carrying smile... ( But I have one friend she is unique... You can rarely see her smiles... But she smiles when she is around with her friends...)
I agree we have senses so that we feel what is happening around us especially for our bodies... What I don't get is for the confusing feelings... I think may be people like to be difficult... My friend told me that I am such a loser that I didn't like anything to try... Actually, I like trying things but not that feelings... Except that feelings... I like to try to new things... There is another one thing... why people can't accept we are always alone... what I mean is when u were born you came to the world alone(not for the twins, triplets, etc... :D ) when you are gone you'll have to go alone again... So, why bother being alone... :D (I got an agreement with one of my friend. Her idea is also like mine!)
06/29/06
I agree we have senses so that we feel what is happening around us especially for our bodies... What I don't get is for the confusing feelings... I think may be people like to be difficult... My friend told me that I am such a loser that I didn't like anything to try... Actually, I like trying things but not that feelings... Except that feelings... I like to try to new things... There is another one thing... why people can't accept we are always alone... what I mean is when u were born you came to the world alone(not for the twins, triplets, etc... :D ) when you are gone you'll have to go alone again... So, why bother being alone... :D (I got an agreement with one of my friend. Her idea is also like mine!)
06/29/06
why why why
i am thinking about people...
Coz one day I met my friend and asked me that whether I knew about her(my other friend) well or not... So, I answered my friend that of course I knew her well as she is one of my friend as well...
Then, my friend asked me about her... I told her what I knew...
OK, what i want to tell is sometimes when people don't want to tell why everyone wants to know... If you heard it, then why do you want to make it sure whether it is true or not... For me, if i heard something about people... I take it as I heard it. No big deal... its none of my business...
06/26/06
Coz one day I met my friend and asked me that whether I knew about her(my other friend) well or not... So, I answered my friend that of course I knew her well as she is one of my friend as well...
Then, my friend asked me about her... I told her what I knew...
OK, what i want to tell is sometimes when people don't want to tell why everyone wants to know... If you heard it, then why do you want to make it sure whether it is true or not... For me, if i heard something about people... I take it as I heard it. No big deal... its none of my business...
06/26/06
my view
I got it from my friend!!! That is what she explained to me... I think when u read the chinese letter it would be more clearer than what i write down below....
This is about love...
why it is complicated
why everyone has to face it
why it hurts each other
Till it is affected to the third person
why not stepping back
isn't it a good way?
The thoughts
Since my childhood, I know that I have to satisfy with what I have and what I am. And I am ok with everything. I am satisfied with everything. After my high school, I understand more about people. As I came to understand more, I have learned to let go of some things. And I have learned to change some of my habits. Although my education is not becoming as I expected, I am still trying with what I am now doing...
Sometimes, I just wonder why people like to be difficult. They just want to blame on others! Especially, to the one whom didn't talk back to them. The one who are not good at talking. The one who don't act! I mean who don't pretend!
I am afraid of people who are good at talking, especially who make their speech very beautiful... But sometimes, I am afraid of myself too. I can do one thing that it is difficult for most of people to be able to do that thing. I know this will affect me one day. But it has good things as well as bad things for me... So, I am going to keep it untill I get to the destination. May be I will change my view later...
06/07/06
Sometimes, I just wonder why people like to be difficult. They just want to blame on others! Especially, to the one whom didn't talk back to them. The one who are not good at talking. The one who don't act! I mean who don't pretend!
I am afraid of people who are good at talking, especially who make their speech very beautiful... But sometimes, I am afraid of myself too. I can do one thing that it is difficult for most of people to be able to do that thing. I know this will affect me one day. But it has good things as well as bad things for me... So, I am going to keep it untill I get to the destination. May be I will change my view later...
06/07/06
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