The thoughts

Since my childhood, I know that I have to satisfy with what I have and what I am. And I am ok with everything. I am satisfied with everything. After my high school, I understand more about people. As I came to understand more, I have learned to let go of some things. And I have learned to change some of my habits. Although my education is not becoming as I expected, I am still trying with what I am now doing...

Sometimes, I just wonder why people like to be difficult. They just want to blame on others! Especially, to the one whom didn't talk back to them. The one who are not good at talking. The one who don't act! I mean who don't pretend!

I am afraid of people who are good at talking, especially who make their speech very beautiful... But sometimes, I am afraid of myself too. I can do one thing that it is difficult for most of people to be able to do that thing. I know this will affect me one day. But it has good things as well as bad things for me... So, I am going to keep it untill I get to the destination. May be I will change my view later...

06/07/06