Thursday, June 30, 2011

Gloomy Her

Wow... Its nearly a year again! I rarely came online so I haven't met her at all... And its been a year long to not posting here anything. What have I been busying with... I can't name at all... Okay, its better to talk about her as I don't have anything to talk about myself.

That's what she said, "Thank God! You are online!" I was surprised to see her message. Then I asked her what was that about and she said she had been looking for me online to talk about her and she said to be precised she got a lot to complain. So, I replied her that I was ready to listen to her. Then she just started typing. She complained a lot about her life, her thoughts, and her work and so on. What she complained most is about her feelings and her ways of looking at things. And she mentioned that her depression was totally different from the others. She also mentioned that her adaptability level was totally different from others. And she also talked about an argument between her peers. What they argued was about the adaptability. The adaptability she talked about was in a situation like in a classroom, the opinion that all the students shared, she could just accept the opinion. She might mentioned her disagreement but she won't deny that opinion. But some students/people were not like that. That's the adaptability she talked about. But her peers said that was not called the adaptability, they said the adaptability was how you deal with the environment which in this case was students in the classroom. And she agreed to that point but she still told to her peers that the adaptability that she wanted to say was the idea/mind that you could accept to a certain point. Yet, they didn't come to a consensus! Hmm... When I think about this again, I think both of their idea are correct for me. Dilemma huh?

What else she complained to me about? Yeah, the depression... She said everyone got depression once in a while. At first, she doesn't agree to it. But later, she found out herself that, everybody was different from handling their depression. Like her, whenever she is depressed, she likes to sleep a lot, and doesn't want to do anything, and sometimes, she just keeps dragging the time. She said that's what she thought her depression was. I told her that it was different from each other. And we stopped our chat as I had to go out later that day! Hope she is back to normal. That's the gloomy her!

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